I'm looking for the moonlight tonight but it seems to be gone. The clouds are covering it. It makes me sad when is so dark now. I need the light from the moon. I wait for it everynight and it makes me smile when it comes out. So angels above hear me call bring the moon out from under the clouds. The moon shines on my face and it bring happiness to my heart and it replenishes my soul. The dark scares me it seems bad things happen in the dark evil lurks around me. I remember bad things that happened in the dark. I know for some people have know problems with the dark. I like the light in all ways and the moonlight is my favorate because the beams bring happiness. the sunlight brings everything good. Just let them shine and bring me happiness not saddness from darkness. bless it be

 

                                                                                    By starr D starling Denise Torok

 I have fallen my eyes are dark I see nothing but darkness. I am wonderind why I'm here in this void, I'm crying for help. It seems knowone can here me, why. I am fading my soul is leaving me how can I get away from this darkness. I prey for help how can I cope within this darkness. Where is the light gone and what did i do to end up here. I remember the warmth of the sun on my face and on my body and i miss it my life force is gone right now. All i can say is let the light shine again. Bless it be.

 

                                                                                                             By starling or Denise T

Now I have found one thing in my life that i'm trying and that is living in the moment. it seems to help me make it through the days. my nights are hard and that is very chanlenging for me. I think the past is gone and the futures is for away. So try living in the moment the journey is not so hard or far. it just might feel better. Bless be

 

                                                                           Bye Denise T Starr t Starling

 I sit alone and I feel very sad it seem my days are always sad. I feel my life like this is cruel and it just doesn't get better. I can't take this feeling of doom from life. I'm not blaming life I just don't know why I feel this way. I haven't been writing because I feel it's not worth it. Thats't how i feel dead inside. I hope and prey life become full of love for me but who knows it might stay the same. God bless me. Bye for now.

 

                                                                                      By starr D straling

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 I woke up and felt the breeze from my bedroom window. It felt so refreshing I ran outside and felt free and very high. My body was in pain and it seemed to take it away like a new beginning is here for me to start all over again. the breeze was cool and my skin felt the coolness all over me and I never stop loving it. The breeze clenses my mind from all the dirt and grime. The life I live in without the nature to clenses me I would not survive a night of the hell they left behind for me to dwell in. Because the pain was so great it should had brang me down many years ago. I survived because of the peace of mind, body and soul nature brings me. I live for this nature to stay pure and i hope everyone and everything helps it don't hurt it she's all we got. and  if we don't have her will be gone were part of nature. Bless her in all my ways. I hold so much love for her. bye

                                                                                                                  By starr D starling

 I afraid I can't stand this darkness i need to find the light and run to it. The toture that i go through in the darkness is to harsh it hurts I need help. Where is the light I can't find it yet.I screem and knowone see me or hears me. Why god help me find the shinning light. I am running away from this hurt from someone that just don't stop hurting me. Everynight it starts the beatings and I have to run and hind. This is why my writing seems like doom. I live in hell at night. The nexst day I'm all marked up and you can't even stand to look at me. I see the light in my dreams during the day when I'"m safe from the abuser. The man that use to be with me now he comes and get in and hurts me and then he leaves. He can get through hells doors that's where he's from. God give me the way to the light and then I will be free from running from the man from hell. He's a demon and I know it. Just give me releif from this abuse for just one night please. I know they are others out there going through the same or almost the same god will help or maybe someone will save you. I hope they save me from all the toture I go through each night. Help me god.. Bless abused people and children. by

 

                                                                                              By starr D starling

 I walk the streets alone thinking about the feeling of being alone and saddness fills my heart. I know within my heart i have so much love to give away and all I do is store it. I feel I am looking for someone and I haven't found them. Other people around me i give all the love i can, but it not this one part of my heart, I'm holding on to it like a magic boxs that will come open, when the right person comes along. I love everyone even when they don't lve me.It's just a blessing that was given to me by a higher being greater than me. The love within that is kep in the magic boxs will never be open by me. It will be my soulmate that opens it.He's the ownly one that can. i think everyone has a spiecal place in there heart and they are waiting for the right one. My saddness comes to me when I walk alone at night, the streets are lonely and i can't help but think. So i will keep that feeling of love within along with saddness because it hurt alot sometimes. Love can hurt sometimes and there is not much you can do about it. Bless the love within we all need it.

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 Thank you all for visiting my space and I hope your days are well.  By starr D starling write me if you want to. I'll be glad to answer. take care ok Bless you all

I sit and think of his word he say they are romantic and soft spoken it makes me for like an angel that has just awoken. She has been in slumber for her life was sad with know feeling of love. So she was put to sleep by her higher being so she wouldn't fall. Then one day this man came to her and kissed her. She felt the love he had within himself. He had so much goodness it brang he back to the light. Now her love is back and she loves everyone again because of all her love he gave her. Now he is gone and she is searching for him. She need him because she feel he is her light. Because his goodness and love awoke her to a beginning. So if you see this man the angal wants him to come back again. her light shines for everyone and she has a speical light for him. She doesn't want the light to go out for him. She is searching the lands. Come back again. Bless the world and him.

 

                                                                                                                  By starr D starling

 I see angels in my life and I feel their with me everyday of my life. I feel angels were sent here from up above so we are safe and watched over by are higher power. I always felt very much alone, now I feel a prences with me through the hard time the most. The days where everything is better I feel a angel with me purity within. My soul doesn't feel so burdened by the hell I live in within darkness everynight. My life is not easy although i do feel a being a angel watching over me. I don't feel so doomed now. So i may make it through the hell I live in and it may end someday. Until then the I feel them around, so everyone remember they do have a angel over them helping them through hard times even good ones to. Were all blessed and please remember that one word angels.

                                                                                                                      

                                                                                                     By starr D starling